over the last couple weeks, you and i, as a couple, have faced a couple bumps in the road. after you spend so much time with one person, it's bound to happen. the important thing though, is that both of you work through them. it's during those tests that you learn if working through them is worth being with that person. sometimes when disagreements arise, people can turn into someone compeltely different. they may say things they don't mean, or they may act in a way in which isn't normal for them. you sometimes see sides of people that you did not even know were there. thankfully, our disagreements didn't get too out of hand. we were able to work through them - as a team. even if some time apart had to be incorporated into the patching things up, we were able to do it.

so, i wanted to leave you a little something just to remind you that even though we may fight about marriage, or time apart, or anything of that sort, i want this to serve as a reminder that no matter what happens - i am still always going to love you, and i hope you never feel as though that's not true, or that i'm not trying and putting my all into this relationship. i do hope that if you ever do start to feel that way, that you'll tell me, and that we'll be able to work on it together. because if there was ever anything that i could say that was for absolute certain, it's that i am undeinably crazy about you. every part of you. from your hair, to your eyes, your smile, all the way down to your personality and the person that you are. your positivity and carefree attitude has done so much for me over the last 5 months, and your support through everything during the summer has meant more to me than i could ever explain. i was worried about this summer before you came along. i kept tossing around the idea of going to my house in buffalo but the organization really wanted me to stay in chicago for the most part. i tend to ALWAYS get myself in trouble whenever i'm in buffalo. i don't know what it is, but that place brings out the worst in me.